Me and my Job

Time and again, since i have made this decision- to quit Infy- i come across people who in their mind are thinking "kya samajhti hai pata nahi khudko.. Infy ka job chod rahi hai... " for eg. my own bro.. quotes examples of how ppl had to take "dar dar ki thokre" once they quit a "good" job thinking that they could do better.. in short telling me "Sweetheart.. this is indeed the best you could possibly get.. U R AN IDIOT" And no. I dont regret nor do i rethink.. i dont. Cause i know exactly what i dont want.. yes. i know what i dont want. I dont want a monotonous life. Since childhood there hasnt been a phase in my life when i was in ruins.. when i had absolutely nothing in my hands.. when i was scared about my future.. i want to be there.. i want to be in a situation wherein i have nothing in my hands.. coz when u have absolutely nothing.. u are open for anything. and i want exactly that. I seriously love the situation i am in right now. Nothing. I have nothing. yet i have everything. I can do anything right now! any Goddamn thing.. cud be worse than what i am doing... of course it could be... when did i say that it will be better than this? but what is better? Who decides what is better and what is worse? me right? that is it then. I just know that had i not taken this decision now.. i would have never! and i would have most certainly regretted not doing it NOW! it was all about NOW! the timing is perfect! I am quite excited bout all the struggle that lies ahead of me! yeah indeed excited! and curious Luv, Pals

1 comment:

Piyush said...

You took the right decision dear :) I have observed that listening to ones heart helps one take the best decisions ...